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SHiTTT. i havent updated in a while.
i remember i used to update this everyday.
i guess i got over it a bit. ill just update when im bored. like now.
me&wayne have been together for 8 months. still going strong bitches despite everything.
i still do the whole sneaking out thing. been doing it more often. its my fave.
i'm be going to the shore on monday-thursday morning. wayne's coming. :D
that'll be the highlight of my summer. my summer has fucking sucked. and that shit gets me depressed when i really think about it. but whatever.
ill bitch some more lata.
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[15 Jun 2006|08:21pm] |
so its been forever since the last time i updated.
i sorta forget i had this here.
me&wayne have been together for 6 months. half a year. hell yeah.
we've had our fights and arguments. but we are still in love.
hm. ill write more later.
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[26 Mar 2006|05:31pm] |
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Name: itamar
Birthdate: 7 ten 89
Hair: brown
Eyes: brown
Height: 5'3
Gender: lady
How many true relationships have you had?: 1
Have you ever been in love?: i am right now
What's your idea of a perfect date?: lots of fun.
Where's your favorite place to be kissed?: lips & cheek
How many sexual partners have you had?: 1
How many people have you kissed?: made out? 2. peck- 3/4
Do you like to make the first move?: at times.
Are you a snuggler?: uh huh.
Do you kiss on the first date?: depends.
Where is the best place you've ever hooked up?: in bed?
Do you consider yourself to be romantic?: very.
Are you an angel or a devil in the sack?: haha idk.
Would you ever pay someone for sex?: hell no.
Would you ever let someone pay YOU for sex?: na.
Do you keep your eyes open when you kiss?: ew no.
Have your parents ever caught you in a compromising position?: haha dont think so.
Have you ever performed a striptease?: half of one.
How about a lapdance?: na.
Have you ever received a lapdance?: joking around yeah.
Do you like sexual contact?: yup.
Are you straight, gay or bi?: straight.
Have you ever made out with a member of the opposite sex?: everyday.
Are you a giver or a taker?: a bit of both.
What do you look for in a girlfriend/boyfriend?: everything wayne is.
Do you think you've met the person you'll spend the rest of your life with?: mhmm. :D
Do you know who your bridesmaids and groomsmen would be?: well, i know alyssa and daria will def be in my wedding & thats all.
Have you ever regretted a hook-up?: never 'hook-ed up'
Have you ever cheated on a significant other?: never.
Have you ever hooked-up with someone already in a relationship?: na.
Have you ever cried over a member of the opposite sex?: yeah..
Have you ever had your heart broken?: lots of times.
Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?: not really.
Would you date or marry someone if your parents didn't accept them?: if i truly loved them.
How about if your friends didn't accept them?: if i truly loved 'em.
What's the worst relationship you ever had?: never really had a relationship before.
Have you ever done anything sexual while on the road?: dont think so.
Would you kiss someone if you didn't love them?: yeah.
Who told you all about sex?: tv, school, the streets.
Are you always horny?: haha na.
Are you a flirt?: at times.
Are you a tease?: haha wayne calls me that, so yeah i guess.
Do you prefer to chase or BE chased?: be chased.
Do you prefer morning or evening hook-ups?: evening.
Have you ever pulled an all-nighter with a member of the opposite sex, and woke up in each others arms?: yup. its my fave thing to do.
How old were you at the age of your first kiss?: 16
How old were you when you lost your virginity?: 16
Do you sometimes wish you could change that?: the first kiss thing- yeah. i was too much of a scaredy cat back then.
Do you enjoy being in a relationship?: uh huh.
Are you currently in one?: yup. :]
Has anyone ever fallen in love with you?: yes :D
Have you ever said "I Love You" and not meant it?: once.
Are you "noisy" when you get heated?: haha i dont think so.
What is your kissing pet peeve?: spit all around my lips.
Do you think you're a good kisser?: na i dont think so. but wayne thinks i am.
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[03 Mar 2006|05:39pm] |
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3months with wayne today.
it feels longer.
things have been going alright between us.
things in my life have been having its ups & downs.
schools doing real bad for me. or should i say im doing real bad in school cause i just dont feel like doing anything in school.
im going to start hanging out more with guys cause they dont bitch.
i think im going to puerto rico for springbreak. ye-yeah. :].
nothing much planned for the weekend xcept a spanish presentation i need to work on for monday. .
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yesterday my uncle brought 2 packs of smirnoff for me, him, john, & ernesto. i had 3 and people were saying i was drunk. i wasnt. i was just tipsy a bit & couldnt walk in a straight line. we all went to matt's house where we watched saw 2 and chilled. it was john, ernesto, jesus, julian, matt, and wayne came and joined us. i was the only girl. which i liked it that way cause i rather hang out with boys. then we left the house and came here until 1:30 am, where i went to wayne's. & the rest is history.
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The days have been a mix of happiness, boredom, & upsetness but in the end wayne always ends my day happy. this week was the first week back to school for em. and i love being able to see him in the hallways. it makes me smile. valentine's day was good. wayne got his mommy to drop off some flowers for me in school & wayne gave them to me. they were multi-colored carnations. he says he's giving me more stuff on monday. he loved the presents i got him, which make me happy. hanging out with him when he gets off of work later. im going to try to get my mom to take me to do my eyebrows & maybe pratice that song for church. on saturday im going to some relative of wayne's wedding. diana invited me so im going. on sunday imma try to get my uncle jesus to buy me liquor, & monday idk what im doing. on tuesday ill be going to 106 & park with a bunch of people. woootttt.
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friday: went out to eat at Friday's with my dad, wayne, john, & tyler. then hung out at targets cause i needed to get a card for my mommy's bday. didnt go over wayne's house in the night cause he feel asleep. which was ok, cause he did wake up early to go see if he can go back to school. and he can - starting monday. :D
saturday: wayne called me at like 11 am, cause he just woke up and so did i, and he asked me to come over cause he wanted to make me breakfast. my mom let me after i just told her that i was coming right back. one of her comments was 'you guys think your married'. haha, wurd. he made me scrambled eggs and a bagel. it was good. then @ like 4/5 ish, he came over my house to eat dinner & we watched 3 movies. he left my house at 12:0o am when he was suppose to leave earlier. ;p.
sunday: no church cause it snowed. so im still at home with my pj's since i woke up at like 11. wayne stopped by to say hi to me before he went to work. hanging out with him after he gets off work i think. i need to read 3 chapters for english and i think some other hw. laters.
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ew, something's up with my journal and it looks ugly now. ugh.
on tues. i was driving around with pablo&cleo, and wayne. at one point this cop car was following us for awhile for no reason. it was funny though. cleo was ready to tell the cop off, but she didnt have to.
lately just been hanging out with wayne and trying not to be home as much as possible. today is like the first time this week that ive stayed home. i got my report card the other day and my overall average is an 84. one point away from 85, which is honor roll. i must make it or else im in trouble.
shit's been good sometimes but then it drops badly all of a sudden. like bipoloarness or something. that gets me mad.
ive come to the conclusion that its physically impossible for me to think im pretty or beautiful or anything. i dont think im so ugly, but i just dont think im pretty. im just there. eh..
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slept over wayne's. came back at like 9:20 am. then called my father to see if he can take me&tyler to Andy's Restaurant. we went. then i took a shower and left to wayne's again.
at like 1:45, andre came to pick me up and we went to the Destina theater. saw Big Momma's house 2. was a real good movie. we then snuck into When A Stranger Calls. andre wanted to see that. peer pressure's a bitch. i didnt really like that movie. after the movie i was suppose to be home at like 5:30, but i didnt want to go home at that time so i called up wayne and hung out with him until 10.
dunno what im doing tomorrow. probably church and then hanging out cause i aint going to no superbowl parties, since my team isnt playing in them.
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| 2 months with wayne. :D |
[03 Feb 2006|10:49pm] |
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school sucked.
but after school, cleo&pablo and wayne, came to pick me up at my house so we can go to the mall with nicole&jeremi. we all went out to eat at Friday's. i had a good time. i considered all of them my friends now. but it aint hard for me to consider people my friends in the first place. afterwords hung out at wayne's house & now im here. im hanging out with him later tonight/early morning so its all good. i cant believe we've been together for 2mths. it seems longer. alison zzie comes up to me and says 'itamar, i just want to let you know that you and wayne make a cute couple.' i go 'aww thx you'. we do. ;p.
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i did fairly decent on my english, history, spanish, & environmental. im scared as fuck about my math one. and my math average. i hate math.
SAT class today was way boring. but if it wasnt for daria being in that class too, i wouldve died. i love her. we were passing notes during that class. and laughing cause we didnt know shit on the math<3
so my boy is great. he dances for me just to make me happy and to laugh. itll be 2 months on friday. seems longer.
he's over my house right now for dinner. & a movie, yo lo amo.
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went to the mall with alyssa, where we met up with victor&wayne. i had an ok time. took some pictures which i will post later on today.
my dad called me at like 11:10 pm & he said:
'Remember when you asked me yesterday if i would still love you if you were 700 lbs? well i thought about it and i will always love you no matter how you look like. you are my princess.'
i almost cried. that means so much to me. times like these make me really love my dad. i just wish he was always like that.
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i think i did a fairly decent job on my 2 midterms yesterday.
there was a buncha people over my house after midterms, most of them were my brother's friends - prince, billy o, michael, & then daria and luis came over.
afterwords i hung out with wayne. me&him hung out all day basically. julian was being adorable. i love that kid. me&michaelg became bestfriends cause we didnt want to play hackey sack & we talked. :D.
wayne came over my house @ like 9:20 pm last night and my mom made us hot chocolate and he stayed at my house watching a movie until like 11:30. :D
today im inviting him over for dinner. maybe making cookies. tomorrow i think we are going out to eat with my dad again. my dad hasnt been that mean to him about the whole school situation, which makes me happy.
ahh - i love him..
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fucking failed the mathmidterm today. i know i did.
hung out with wayne afterwords until 4. was sorta boring.
back2back xams tomorrow morning. i want to go to the mall afterwords. or have a movie night.
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its been awhile, no?
thats for my parents not paying the bills.
what ive been up to lately -- a lot of wayne, a lot of making out, lots a sneaking out (2wice a week sometimes & every friday), fallen in love, bestfriends with JuanCruz again, more compliments given to me, more fights with my father, getting closer to my mom, hating school, ..yeah thats basically whats been happening. ive been having some real happy fun days & some half&halfs, and some bad days. but it always happens that in the end of my bad days, wayne can make me smile. i love him. he's proven to me that he aint like any other guy and he doesnt just want to get in my pants. he has seen me in the early morning with absolutely no makeup on and messy hair & he still calls me beautiful. he randomly buys me strawberry nesquick (sp?) milk from the store cause he knows its my favorite. he once came by my house @ 11:0o pm to drop me off the other half of his recess peanut butter cup cause he knows i love chocolate. he's great. & my dad met him and likes him. and so does my mother. which makes me happy cause i would hate it if my parents didnt like the kid i love. i might invite him over here later today to watch a movie & make cookies with me. or maybe later go to his house. laterzz.
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[06 Jan 2006|10:14pm] |
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today, for 3kings, i got a bracelet that my mom got from her job, a new victoria secret's bra, a tinkerbell underwear, snoopy & tweety thongs, a polka dot thong, and another thong. i love my mommy. i had to watch The Exorcism Of Emily Rose today with wayne at his house. i hate that movie. it made me jump. i met his grandma, she's cool. im going to sleep over @ his house again tonight. imma get in his pants. heh, jk. tomorrow im going to the mall so ill be able to spend my 50$ gift certificate on bras.
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| 1 month with wayne<4 |
[03 Jan 2006|09:30pm] |
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had a snowday today. :D. went back to bed at like 6:0o am, & then i woke back up at 12. ate breakfast, put on my makeup, & then i left to wayne's where i spent the whole day. i feel so good when i with him. like we belong together. i tell him things about me and he still says he loves me, and kisses me, and stuff. he calls me beautiful. he tells me im perfect. he's great. im happy with him. im just soo fucking scared that my dad will mess things up this week. cause my dad needs to meet him this week or im grounded. i hope to god, my dad doesnt make wayne feel like shit, cause my dad has that tendancy to make people feel like shit. if my dad attempts to, idgaf, i will tell my dad off. i love wayne, and he's worth it.
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snuck out last night @ 2:0o am, & went to wayne's. came home at like 10:00 am. i had this whole story planned out on how i 'went to dunkin donuts cause i couldnt sleep, so thats why im coming home at 10.' i didnt have to use it cause everyone was sleeping when i got home and they all believed i was home the whole time. ye-yeah. :D. i only got like 30 mins of sleep at his house, then @ like 1pm i got another 3o mins of sleep. i was so tired after i got up from the nap that while i was going to my mom's car i fell down 3 steps. i had some coffee before so i aint so tired. im not hanging out tonight cause 1) i havent taken a shower. 2) i have to finish reading my english book & write 2 essays. i hope to god there's a snow day tomorrow. that will make me happy times a million.
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i hate the person my father is.
im fucking stuck at home watching tyler cause my dad decided to leave to go pick up john & not come back. he said it was going to be quick but fuck that he's out there chilling while im home. im about to dress tyler up and bounce. or invite wayne over.
bottom line is: my dad is an asshole despite the gifts, and all the shit he makes people believe that he's great.
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